Goodbye My...

看见这颗心了吗？see this heart?当爱离你远去的时候，这颗心也就破碎了...我们的缘分已尽，分手吧，就当做普通朋友...明知道是客套话，但还是坚信你会主动联系我，因为8月27日——我的生日，但你没有，提前3天的祝福，我们的约定。

也许是我自作多情了，有了另一半的人会想起我吗？但是我还是主动联系了你...“我朋友今天回上海，周末我要陪他。不好意思。以后补吧。”我很贱吗？下次补吧...没有下次了，我的一个好朋友告诉我：“分手之后，就让时间冲淡一切吧。”记得2月份的一天，我也是和一个人这么说的，时间会冲淡一切，但我总觉得它冲掉了一些零碎的东西，而永远冲不掉许多美好的回忆，也许这就是人们常说的“回忆总是美好的”，这些回忆足够我品尝寂寞...


路上见到你的背影，也不敢走上去和你打招呼...回忆当时，你生气的走开，我看到的也是你的背影，跑了上去...


我学会忍受一切，我学会为你做一切事情，我也学会在做好事情之后不在意对方的“谢谢”，因为你做的不一定会成功...我能接受你的一切，只要你在我身边，我也知道你不再爱我，但我学会欺骗自己...直到那天，我忍受不了了，也许我不够男人，但我也是个人，也是个有感情的人...第二次了，第二次像被别人当垃圾一样扔掉，就丢下一句“我们做朋友吧”...

Sigh...宣泄一下...自从和你在一起，我没有什么要求，知道你已经有了男人，我还是喜欢上了你，为你买了生日礼物，你说没他送的好...你找不到工作，帮你去托关系，你没房子住，帮你找房子，最后你的确很有本事一切都自己搞定了，在我面前炫耀了一番之后，就甩下了一句“loser”...我是很失败，在陪你度过了大学最后的4个月的寂寞后，你自由了，而且离他越来越近了，你当然不需要我这个替代品了...

我多想了吧，可能你真的爱过我，后来发现不合适，但没有找到适合的时间开口...也许他真的很爱你，对你也很了解...也许我真的是一个loser，一个love loser....当你在电话里面说“我有男朋友...”的时候，一切都结束了....

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
Cause I saw the end before we d begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what s mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won t stop there,
I am here for you if you d only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I ve kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I ve been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can t break my spirit - it s my dreams you take.
And as you move on,
remember me,
Remember us and all we used to beI ve seen you cry,
I ve seen you smile.
I ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I d be the father of your child.
I d spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We ve had our doubts but now we re fine,
And I love you,
I swear that s true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I m asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I m kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I m so hollow, baby, I m so hollow.I m so, I m so, I m so hollow.

听着James Blunt的歌，我想和你说一声“Goodbye My Lover”